.. like a woman scorned. aih, when she like u she'll be nice to u and stuff, no complaints, for MONTHS! do the work without questioning lah, don't mind staying back late to finish the work lah, bla bla etc etc. of course lah u have to put the "dense" act, hinting disinterest mildly.. not that u can help it, a good principle is that u should never piss off the people u're working with. so u maintain communication at a professional level (*only* professional level), and that means no small talks, never hinting interest (that means never accept lunch or dinner invitations, nor attempt to invite) and never try to flirt. at the same time, have to maintain a firm 'no' on all advances. never reject it openly, as that may well spell the end of cooperation from the other side.
holding on to that, everything goes well.. but then once they finally get the message that u're uninterested, ZERO percent cooperation. (actually, extremely abrupt fall from 100% to 0%)
wat the hell man. luckily it's nearing the end of project. *whew*
parts i like in shrek 2:
i) the cute look puss-in-boots gave shrek and the soldiers
ii) when donkey said something about the king sending his assassin (puss-in-boots) over to kill shrek and puss hisses *HISSS*
iii) [FAVOURITE] when all three of them (shrek, donkey and puss) were in the bar, looking very down and sad, drinking beer and puss-in-boots slammed his mug down and said, "i hate mondays".
every canned drinks taste so damn sweet to me. i wanted to buy something to drink, and i can't decide. i remember i liked this v@nilla c0ke when i tried it last week, but by the 2nd can i can't stand the sweetness anymore. felt like puking..
HUEK
then this week i liked this grass jelly drink, but again after the 2nd can it tasted WAYYY too sweet
HUEK
i wonder how some people can be such a sweet tooth. i need something bitter for a change, not too bitter though.
something like... beer. serves well to drown my sorrows too :)
work has been pretty ok. less pressure than before, and more things under control. think the more control u have over something, the less pressure or stress u have over it. hmm. ok well it's not rocket science.
bleh.
actually life has been pretty sucky of late. i tihnk c@ll girls like her has a more colourful life than mine.
or maybe it's the way she puts it. i probably just didn't bother to write.
maybe a week or so... coz i just had the revelation that using IMs and reading other people's blogs are a total waste of time. hopefully this will pass after a while. till then...
ok kids (style ripoff from graceshu) since i'm bored n 'tuff i'm gonna give u a lesson like never before.
first, s@lsa song rocks. once u get used to it every other damn music sounds so ... bland. but then that could be a double edged sword too. tried listening to my old mp3 collection, NOTHING, i repeat, NOTHING felt as good as listening to those latino beats.
there. first lesson.
second lesson, quoting mr. garrison (south park): smoking is badddddd, drugs is badddddd, mmkay? do heed him, k.
yuck. i'm rambling.
third and the most important lesson, have u guys noticed those bumps on the side walk and in LRT terminals? it's normally either rounded bumps or lined bumps grouped together in squared patches. have u wondered what is it for?
ok if u don't know, it's a guide for the blind. to lead them to the LRT doors, escalators and elevators. think it's an effort of the country to be more blind-friendly.
k then have a nice weekend ya ppl. my toe still hurts but i didn't fücking care went ahead with dancing and today it hurts like hell all over again. yup, the word is punishment.
1. listening to s@lsa songs at work - check
2. listening to s@lsa songs WHOLE day at work - check
3. listening to s@lsa songs after reaching home - check
4. dancing to the beats of the songs - check
5. STILL listening to s@lsa songs at 1am - check
6. praying hoping please please pwwweeassee heal my toe by friday - check
7. looking forward to friday - check
8. drooling when thinking of friday - check
9. blog about s@lsa - check!
damn. i think i'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms. having an addictive personality sucks.
but this site is my blog after all, rite? i have all the right to update anybody who's reading about what's happening to me, rite? heh.
bad: life sucks.
worse: work sucks.
even worse: gf doesn't suck.
errr, wait. what gf? must be a figment of my imagination. hohoho
my toe is still hurting, but it just, probably jjjuuuussstttttt might be able to heal in time for friday, when a bunch of s'poreans are coming to ol' kay el for their s@lsa weekend.
*crosses fingers*
work side is terrible. i guess the old chinese saying that goes along the line of 'if your head is not big enough, don't wear a hat that is too big' summarizes what's happening to me. BUT STILL!
i can do it. i can do it! I CAN FüCKING DO IT!!!
just have to delegate some to other people ;). and yes, some confidence. in this line, we don't have the luxury (time + resource) of testing everything and making sure everything 100% works. sometimes we just have to trust our instincts, trust our own abilities and go along with it. i mean, if other people trust my ability so much, why don't i just trust myself? everything will be fine. fück murphy's law. don't be too paranoid. hopefully this works now. let's see. i'm talking in short phrases. that means i'm stressed. not making any sense. bla bla bla. bla bla bla bla bla. bla bla bla bla bla bla.
cheers to a good wednesday, ppl!
p.s. paranoia is okay, but just not too much. anything extreme is bad. balance is the key.
my sms to foot doctor (mutual fren): "the puny thing feels weak. is that normal?"
his reply : "this is critical situation. we need to admit you into hospital or you may go blind!"
WTF
heh. he said this is called the nightwalker's toe coz it normally got hurt during the night, when people wakes up to go to the bathroom/toilet and hit the toe against a chair or something.
my butt feels numb after all this sitting on the chair in the office.
no, i didn't sit here that long. but maybe my butt is telling me something. hmmm.
anyways, while walking to work today just now (yes on a saturday thank you), i saw this intrak0ta bus right in front of h@rd r0ck cafe's doorstep. yup, right in front, crashed in from the main road, hoho. no pictures, sorry. the police was there, press was there so i think it's quite a big deal. and the bus is positioned as if it came from the other side of the road, not the side of the road just beside the cafe, so i wonder how the hell this bus jumped all the way from the other side of the road through the road divider, pillars and sidewalk to where it rested. check the news tomorrow ;)
and i learned a lesson yesterday. will rant about this in the next post. very dilemma stuff.
internet is cool. with the advent of g00gle and the internet, it's easy to find stuffs.
like finding out if u're having a heart attack or not.
like finding out that if u're looking for sympathy, it's between shit and syphillis in the dictionary.
like finding out that the term for your injured toe is "jammed" toe and the treatment for it is : Place toe in cold water (55°F) 3X/day for 20min. Move toe up and down within pain tolerance. Wrap toe in gauze.
damn. no dancing for a week. boo hoo.
happy thursday people. it'll be an unhappening weekend for me, for sure.
